Currently Listening The Black Parade By My Chemical Romance see related

oh xanga, what was I thinking? I can never let you go. I'm back for good, and hopefully I'll get some other saps back on here too.

Well, a lot has happened since my last entry. It's been a very long year. Cesar has come and gone. I was skeptical about him at first, but after he nearly killed Ryan we got along fine. I really miss him. I've probably done about a bazillion shows this year, one right after the other. Too many good times to list here on account of your short attention spans. I've loved and lost and lost some more, people close to me have passed, and I've felt the stings of betrayal and jealousy. But through all this madness the ones I really care about have stayed with me through it all. I guess that's all that really matters in the end. I hope I've done the same for you all.

I am definitely leaving for CALIFORNIA today! My bags are packed and I'm heading out at noon. It's going to be great. I swear Ashland has become such a confusing place these last few months that I'll be glad to get away and clear my head. It's going to be insane and I can't wait. I do wish the timing of the trip was a little better just because of certain things that have happened to people I care about but tI guess that's something that I don't have any control of regardless. I'll be praying for you the whole way. (And if you all can spare them, we could use some too everybody haha)

I shall return with many tales of our escapades and you all will be truly amazed. Xanga's been down for a long rime. It's time for it to rise up and kick myspace where the sun don't shine.